so currently I’m stretched out very thin. Â I need to remind myself that the way I’ve lived is a privilege but it is so difficult. Â Sometimes I wish that I was like my cousins who live minutes away from my Grandmother and lead a very normal life. Â Normal may be boring but sometimes it feels as if all the confusion is not going to be worth it. Â What’s social awareness and cultural diversity going to do for you if you can’t even function in a real relationship.
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Brain off, eyes shut.
I agree I don’t generaly miss people, but sence I have moved to New Jersey USA I have found that I miss people so much more. I think this comes from the face that I have not found my place the way I was able to in France, England, or California. Now I feel like a lost soul. In a way I miss the past life more than the people.